I’m not going to pretend to be someone I’m not. I’m going to be myself.. what you see is what you get. I need to stop trying to fit in, and just be myself.
Rest in peace sweet baby girl! Our little princess, Caylin went to heaven today. It’s so hard to say goodbye to a pet that you grew up with but she was so sick and I know she’s happy again and in no pain.
Nursing School Week 6! Tomorrow is going to be a long day! Got my list to make sure I don’t forget anything, one of my mini piles of stuff that I have to take with me & my early alarms. I think in ready to go. #nursingschool #nursingschoolproblems #nursingstudent #nursingstudentproblems
So lately I’ve been missing people that I’ve lost touch with, or that there has been some sort of falling out. Most of these people I’d like to have contact with again, some of which I won’t reach out to because of falling outs, and I just am unsure. Some it would probably be best not to have contact with because they can’t respect me & my decisions that I’ve made & that I’m happy with. I miss them yes but I’m not sure if everything that happened before is going to happen again. I ran across a few of these quotes in my searches on tumblr and what not. I have to remember the memories, I love the memories I have with these people and they were great but is it really the person I miss or the memories & fun times. Just pondering it all. Some of you might know who you are. Others will never see this because I’ve chosen to have them out of my life, but miss the memories & they’re in the past for a reason so that’s where they will stay. I don’t know it I’m feeling this way because I’m slowly making new friends in my nursing cohort & I feel like I don’t fit in, idk. Just too much weighing my mind down and needed to get this out because school needs the space in my brain. #peoplechange #missingoldfriends #missingoldbestfriends #promisesarebroken #imsorryifivechanged #butyouchangedtoo